What Is Wrong With People???

Do you ever think to yourself: What in the world is wrong with people? Aren't they getting what I'm getting? Aren't they feeling what I'm feeling?

You may have just lost a dear family member. The grief is unsurmountable. You are driving in the limo from the chapel to the cemetery, you look out the window and people are walking around, shopping, having lunch, going about their day. And you ask yourself: What in the world is wrong with people? Aren't they getting what I'm getting? Aren't they feeling what I'm feeling?

You may have just experienced the birth of a child for the first time. You are going around calling friends and family while your wife holds the newborn. You are pacing down the hallways, and pass by the nurses station. One nurse is complaining about her nails, the other about the cable guy. And you ask yourself: What in the world is wrong with people? Aren't they getting what I'm getting? Aren't they feeling what I'm feeling?

You may have just graduated from a 28-day program in rehab. You just discovered you true self. You just found a way to alter the course of your human existence. You just discovered the thrills of having a relationship with a power greater than yourself. Your emotions are raw, you are floating on the pink cloud. Then you come home. You turn the TV on, and some reality show about some wannabe celebrity is catching the attention of millions of Americans. The price of gas is more interesting to people than the latest reading from your 24-hour book. Friends and family are so excited that you are finally back to the real world. And you ask yourself: What in the world is wrong with people? Aren't they getting what I'm getting? Aren't they feeling what I'm feeling?

You are in good company. The Talmud relates that after spending 12 years in a cave dwelling into the depths of mysticism and Jewish philosophy, Rabbi Shimon Bar Yochai walked back into the real world and saw a man plowing his field. And he asked himself: What in the world is wrong with people? Aren't they getting what I'm getting? Aren't they feeling what I'm feeling?

G-d heard him loud and clear. G-d's answer was: There is nothing wrong with people, you have a problem. Maybe 12 years was not enough, why don't you try again for another 12 months. Something to do with number twelve, I guess.

In Step 12 of AA, we are told that having a spiritual awakening is not the end of a spiritual journey, just the beginning. Now we need to practice these principles in all of our affairs. Like it or not the world is real, and is materialistic. Like it or not the real world if one where people go about their day doing the things that they do.

Being spiritual is not about having the capacity to exit the world and enter a reality of Divinity. Being spiritual is not about creating a cave for ourselves so we don't have to deal with the real world. Being spiritual is our capacity to practice these principles in all of our affairs. Being spiritual is the possibility of plowing a field and having a relationship with G-d at the same time. Being spiritual is having a relationship with G-d that is inclusive of all my daily mundane actions.

After 12 months Rabbi Shimon walked out of the cave again. This time he had the power of healing, of reconciliation. This time he was able to see a man in a hurry and see the beauty of a Jewish person taking his observance of Shabbat to heart. Rabbi Shimon said to himself: There is nothing wrong with people! They are getting what I'm getting! They are feeling what I'm feeling! They just channeling these feelings and emotions into actions that puts them in harmony with the world. They are practicing their spiritual principles in all of their affairs. I just acquired a whole lot of principles, let me find a whole lot of affairs to apply them to.

The world of Kabalah was born.